One Step Away

I woke up in 75 degree sunny Florida yesterday morning, and by the end of the day I was landing in cloudy and cold O’hare.

As I got off the plane a couple of things were clear: the cold is harrowing, and my skin is shriveling. No amount of lotion can keep it hydrated after a week of sun and beach.

In a matter of a couple of hours I went from tropical to icicle. And it has me thinking that the difference between light and darkness is just as narrow.

I am literally one step away from failure, one decision away from bringing great shame to the name of Jesus Christ.

It’s true. I typically can’t see the other side of the cliff, but little by little I make my way to the edge of the mountain until all it takes is one baby step and down the abyss I plummet.

Someone I know recently posted this facebook update:

Thoughts become words. Words become actions. Actions become habits. Habits shape character. Character become who we are.

I recently edged my way to a dangerous prepuce. It felt safe at first. I just had one little toe in the turbulent waters of self and desire. Pretty soon the water didn’t feel so cold anymore. I noticed that my entire foot was now in the pool. Then slowly I saw that I could stand in the waters without feeling any pain at all. That’s not a great place to be. Thoughts become words, words become actions, actions habits, habits character.

And I am one step away from falling flat on my face.

I spent the last week on vacation reviewing the state of my life and the desires of my heart. I didn’t like where I was headed.

I can’t take credit for getting out of the murky waters. I’m still not sure how I got knee deep in the muck to begin with and I’m certain I didn’t get out on my own.

But as sure as I am typing this blog I know that my toes are dry and my heart renewed.

Once again, I’ve been mercifully pulled out of the pit and come face to face with some basic realities.

I’m held by God’s grace, protected by His love, secure for eternity, free from condemnation.

And I can see clearly now.

I’m rested, refocused and ready.

Are you slowly edging your way to disaster? Watch your next step and Guard where you’re going. His grace may be calling your name even through my simple words. Every little step matters. Make your next one towards the loving Savior.

And remember Romans 8:1 – There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

Live like you’re free. Because you are.

And watch your step.

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